Photographer, Filmmaker, and Musician | Sacramento, CA

Know who I am but don’t know who I am

I am the man with the muh fuckin' plan

I am the one they look up to when there is nobody else in the world to tell them they can

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Be who they be want to be yeah

It’s easy do you understand

Being who I am got me fans all the way from here to Japan

 

I’m so in love with this shit

Yeah and I will never quit

But sometimes it’s so hard when

I’ve been cut off for a bit

 

From everything that’s deep within

Feel like I don’t exist

What the fuck you know about being depressed?

A little more than I would like to admit

 

Split right down the middle

Lately life’s been feeling brittle

I’ve been so damn hungry

Yet all I can do is nibble

 

So many mixed signals

Got me fucked up like a junkie

Hoping that all of this suffering will lead to my next discovery

 

Lead me to my next discovery

 

I just want someone to love me

 

Razed

My whole life

Raised to be razed till I die

 

Placed

To the side

Razed is all that is deep inside

 

I’d spend my whole life trying to convey

Just how fucking lonely I’ve been

How miserable I have been. Living inside my own skin

It feels like a nuclear war zone seconds before the ending will Begin

I don’t know where to go

I’ve forgotten how to grin

 

Cause when I do It feels like I’m actually screaming within

Trying so hard to break this cycle, but don’t know if I’ll win

I am akin to everyone’s suffering except my own

Tell me I’m great I’ll tell you please leave me alone

 

Cause theres apart of me that knows

And a part that doesn’t want show me

The part that knows cause its scrawny

The others a buff fucking bully

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Nothing feels real anymore

I don’t know how to heal anymore

How can I love myself

If I never got it at four

 

Cause now I know so much more

But still I know nothing at all

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Razed

my whole life

Raised to be razed till I die

 

Placed

To the side

Razed is all that is deep inside