Photographer, Filmmaker, and Musician | Sacramento, CA
I’m loosing it.
Same shit happens every fucking minute
New shit I’ve invented always been pretending
Heart is on the mending my worst fucking critic
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Stuck in the darkness like I’m riddik
No where to go I’m at my limit
A parasitic semi narcissistic over analytic
Headless fucking chicken
I can’t see. It’s half past three in the AM
I wanna take this pain on top of a couple beats of Mine and slay em'
I can’t stand these voices inside of my head
It’s so hard to disobey em
So many pretty girls around me
But I don’t know how i’ll ever date em
Cause I’m too sensitive
Too emotional
Too genuine
Too knowable
I'm a cancer
I'm Cancerous
I'm a fucking cancer
I'm cancer bitch
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My girl left me for another guy
Cheated on me and left me to die
Guess she Got tired of hearing me cry
Only 3 months after my darkest night
Like I’m supposed to be aright
With knowing this disease will squeeze the life
Right outta me he said he hopes that MS kills me
Sorry you dumb fuck, cancer will
Love? I’m fucking over it
Like I wrapped my luck inside of a blunt
And took a puff that’s what I call a clover hit
All I sees a collection of endless rejection
When I see my reflection so my only protection's to say Fuck everybody and hide in my room because I don’t need attention
Everyone’s to fucking sensitive
Me included like an expletive
I don’t belong in any sentences
Someone better call my next of kin
Antwon and Vinnie Are next to get
A two for one bullet to the head
Tired of being sad while pretending I’m rad I want to Leave those fuckers dead
So I can be me
And stop living my life razed
Split down the middle I’ve been depraved
I want to leave their ass in separate graves
So I can be me
And stop living my life razed
Cut in half but I don’t want to be saved
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Cause I’m too sensitive
Too emotional
Too genuine
Too knowable
I'm a cancer
I'm Cancerous
I'm a fucking cancer
I'm cancer bitch
Cause I’m too sensitive
Emotional
Genuine
Knowable
I’m too funny
Cunning
Handsome
Bummy
I’m too scared
Depressed
Rare
Obsessed
I'm fucking cancer bitch
I'm Cancerous
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