BREAK THE CYCLE | Antwon Vinnie

I'm tired of feeling alone man

All i see is fucking hatred

Everything is so fucked up in this world right now man

Everyone's too stupid to understand what really fucking matters

It doesn't fucking matter!

We are all human we’re in this together

No matter the weather we strive to be better

Judged on our effort we're given a letter

My nature will overtake me if I let her

From time to time I find this mind of mine

Makes me blind to the things that are clearly defined

An artist who colors on outside of lines

Found a way to escape quarantyne

Leave behind all those thoughts that leave you

only feeling confined

You aren’t Assigned to the traumas aligned

You’re life built is from the love you design

And I wish I could meet you say so nice to meet you you don’t know what it means to me

to be able to call you my equal

Cause I was brought up to believe everybody was evil

And it pushed me apart from the things that I needed

Friends. Love.

All the above man I need it

Ego’s a bitch and I hope I defeat it

How you’re treated's reflection of how

You live with your demons

Needless to say I’m still trying to find freedom

But what is the purpose I can’t find the reason

What’s good weather when there isn’t a season

What is summer when inside you are freezing

What is living when you spend it all dreaming

What’s connection when you can’t find the meaning

So you stay inside all day instead of meeting

Beautiful people also in the region

What is this feeling that everyone’s eyeing me

Anxiety

We are all human and pain’s inescapable we are all capable don’t be afraid

Suffering is the option that's available

The difference between the two is the choice that is made

My hope is one day I get paid off these raps I create

But it’s so hard to find the right balance between humble and Having the world knowing that I am great.

When I was eight

I was so shy and I’m sure you relate

Insecure but I found that my cure was the slate

By climbing higher I found I could pull my own weight

Fucker I’m first rate

But I’m so plum tuckered of the self hate

Wish I could back to those days before the MS haze

Before the bullies found ways to put me through a haze

And destroy them

But that’s not how I was raised

The man I’ve become makes them look so disgraced

My mother’s proud of me cause I’m unstoppable.

Holes in my brain that is hardly an obstacle.

Body's weak but I’m still stronger than all of you

I’m not better than you but

I’m better than you at what I do.

Body so delicate dude

But I got the memory of an elephant who

Still remembers his innocence when he was two

Everything made him smile now don’t know what to do

With these thousand calorie days

And yet somehow I’m spending so much more than what my salary pays

These Valerie babes make my fucking batteries drained

I put my pain in these frames, its my gallery playing

And I’m not playing

I’d put a bullet in my head to make this suffering just go away.