Photographer, Filmmaker, and Musician | Sacramento, CA
Know who I am but don’t know who I am
It looks so easy for every other man
Got the credentials of a legend but I always feel less than
Collect my drip inside a pan
Feed it to the wolves they won’t understand
I give nothing but love and they bite my hand
Bullied a lot. You probably already know this
I never told You was bullied by girls too man this sad boy is hopeless
That shit stayed with me
It’s effects would never go unnoticed
Never had love cause I never was noticed
But now I’m a grown ass man with a thousand talents on my back.
Weighing so heavy on my spirit I know that soon I might just crack
I cope off of skill it’s a drug to me and I might just OD twice
Honestly, I’m afraid to die before I live my life
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Yeah they won’t love me till I’m gone
Love me when I’m gone
They won't love me until I’m gone
Love me when I’m gone
They won't love me until I’m gone
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One year gone but it’s ok
I sleep look forward to new days
Two years spent alone
Cause she left me here with nobody home
And it hurts to think that nobody knows
The reasons why I’m so polychrome
You see a smile but it doesn’t show
Behind it’s pain I keep locked in the catacombs
Cause I’d rather glow than moan
This world can be dark if your shown
Especially when you are prone
It can be so hard to grow
I mean who woulda known
People are more than just stepping stones
I gotta remember to be my own
Darkness sometimes you gotta feel it
We’re onions Fuck em' they don't wanna peel it
I like people who bring something real
People who cry when they need to heal
She was someone who flied when they couldn’t deal
I loved you enough to just let you go
You were never mines to steal
But now I gotta love myself enough to finally say goodbye
The sun is shining on my future now I’m gonna shoot for the sky
I’ve been afraid to die
But I’m not afraid to die
no longer afraid to die
I’ll be immortalized
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Yeah they won’t love me till I’m gone
Love me when I’m gone
They won't love me until I’m gone
Love me when I’m gone
They won't love me until I’m gone
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