FAST LANE | Antwon Vinnie

I’ve been at it for a minute

Tryna find my way I’m just trynna find my spinach

And It’s so hard to finish when Im only just beginning

I hope that when you look at me you see your mirror image

So dear to me all my peers are seared right into me

I understand that life isn’t all it appears to be

Peer behind the unclear to see the pure beauty

That lies inside your loving soul just waiting for you to see

Cause I’m still looking

Maybe I’ll never find it but for now

I’ll stay cooking up these bangers

Creativity my double major

I use it to rid this anger seeking validation from strangers

Can’t remember a time I wasn’t lonely

Low key, What’s scary is the older that I get

It feels more cozy

Listen closely I’ll only say it once slowly

I’m hopelessly in love with a virgo but she don't know me

I’m Always getting passed in the fast lane

I can’t keep up

I’m always getting passed in the fast lane

It’s never enough

Once again I’m in last place

No that’s not how you say my last name

The jeans she bought still have grass stains

But she won’t know it

Either clueless or on me she’s not focused

I’ve been down this road once before and

I already know it’s broken

Too fast I got no class they look past

And too slow they get bored fast

When you finally hear this I’ll be dead, gone or lost to time

Forget what I said it’s wrong, just my exhausted mind

Numb flew over you higher than military hinds

And how the hell im gonna top numb? With a squirt of Heinz?

Makes me wanna fly away

High above the trees please longer than a day

Longer than the dreams that I haven’t had lately

More often than the Girls I like always thinking

I’m gay, cause I’m eclectic?

This shit is hectic

Always short of their metric or above and beyond it cause I’m too fucking energetic

my life’s pathetic and always filled with rejection

When all I want’s to be accepted.